novyembre

 Few months gone. Just like that. So many things. So many occasions. So many dilemmas. So many of everything. 

I don't know to move on, or not.

So sick of these motherfuckingshit.

On the other side of my life, less than a year more to finally be called a GRADUATE. 
To start that, let's pray I'll pass with flying colors so that I will not be a half-baked accountant.

okay, that accountant word sounds a tad boring. 

No worries, I might be graduating with that stereotyped idea from people. Actually, most accountant are boring. Most of my lecturer with Doctorate is pretty boring, they are so serious. But some are obviously nice. Hang on there, I'm just referring to the ladies! Cause the men  are somehow funny. 

I'm majoring in accounting & finance. But guess what, I have not touched a single thing about finance! I miss finance totally. Remaining half of the academic year will be filled with finance. Let's hope I can ace it.

You know sometimes, you just can't please everyone. Not that I've been trying to. But you know that feeling whereby you wish you can do so. 

Let's get a little religion-y here. Islam believe there's an angel and devil. Obviously you know what is the duties of them, to guide and the other to NOT guide at all. I hate the devils to the max, like how can he/she/it possibly brainwashed human beings to believe what we now believe. How they've strayed so many of us and all these people are too blind to see that. They can come up with so many theories on how people should behave when they know, they jolly well know it is against their religion and non-Muslim will regard that kind of actions inappropriate as well. Not to worry, I'm not exaggerating on the issues. 

I hate how all these blinded people believe that what they deem is right, is right. When they know, they know it is WRONG. Major sigh. I wish people know, I wish some people would see what I see and feel what I feel so that they know why I decide to start changing my course of life at such an early age of 20. Sigh. Major sigh.


 

 

As much as I did say, my best birthday gift would be the approval; which I doesn't seems to be getting. Maybe, just maybe, the letters got lost along the way to my address. I shall wait a while more. 

Thus, this post act as a very big THANK YOU to all wonderful pretty & handsome dudes & dudettes who actually sent me wishes, presents, cakes and etcetera. 

Considering Ridzuan's birthday falls on the 9th of the same month which is, November. I did some mini-mini surprise for him, which he does not look surprised at all(!), as I recall. I bought a gift or two (which I totally forget to take any pictures!), well..I did took one when he already wore it.
 

yeah, just a G-shock watch and what would a birthday be, if there is no cakes, right? 
So..(thanks to Leow Kaiwen's taste bud) I eventually went to bought this simple cake!

and decorate it! (which i forget to take any pictures again!) Oh well, the rest of the pictures are all at Ridzuan's dslr. ): Thank you to Shaa & her family for not (and never did) going against my silly and very time consuming birthday 'surprises' for Ridzuan. Heeh! 

On 10th of November, I actually just stay at home, feeling rather bored with the day and can't wait for Ridz to come by after work, while my mom went out to meet my auntie.

Pre-10th November (Advance much!) are;
 

a lovely bunch of extremely cute PJs from Kaiwen & Mingzhen with a very utterly wonderful note. <3 them both! & now they are lying there waiting to be worn! Love. love.
 

a day spent @BigSplash with Ridz playing mini indoor Golf called Lilliputt (so cute!) Super happy, i remember. 

I remember it being very small but very interactive all the hole we have to go was named after Singapore's Icon such as Airport, Mass Rapid Transit (MRT) and many others, and some actually move! Happening! ((:
 

and of cause, this is our score card. Mine is obviously the highest which is pretty bad. haha! since we can not have more than 8 tries 'cus the 9th means we lose! haha.
 

& a happy Ridzuan after we were done! But then on, we went to rent this shoe that have springs below it. Thus we got to jump and jog around instead of walking (never take any pictures too!) But I swear it was very tiring. We rent for an hour, but guess what! We return in after 15 minutes! heeh!

 

 

and on that very same day, my dear zipper's bag died on me! So I treat myself to some Mango's bag which cost me $95.00. -_-"
 

 

Nothing in between this day until the 10th November 2010, which then lead us to my birthday!

& actually my dear mummy (who refuse to take any picture) bought me an awesome chocolate cake & treated all of us pizza! <3 <3

and so Ridzuan came with a 6-pack ice cream! :D (my love for ice-cream is undeniable) heh!

 

 

and so..here comes all the presents that I received for my 20th! ((:

 

 

a green straight from pieces of cloth, usually to make malay baju from my dear aunt who happens to know my birthday, not forgetting her mini treat of KFC! (finger licking good!)
 

mama who never fails to get for me presents and mini cake for my birthday yearly without any complains.
Yes, mama is my 2nd mummy. She is my aunt cum mummy who baby sit me from young till I start my pre-school and should I say..until now. ((:

Happy Belated Birthday to me when they (from GYMKIDZ decide to give me a mini mini birthday surprise during lunch! (I love the cake btw! esp the nuts!)
 

So sweet right? Awwww. Thank you ladies. I really do appreciate it! ((:

they even shared some money to get me a present. ((: 
& all thanks to Aunty 3 that I know how much the stuff cost! haha. 'Cus without knowing she blurt out the price, not noticing I was just right behind Aunty Jia Jia. Thank you again ladies.

 

cute huh? An extremely fragrant petals and all that, not forgetting the bottle for daily savings of coins! & I am not taking out the cute carebear! Imma let it drown when my coins are up! ((: (hopefully) hee.

& Last but not least, I get a super extreme belated major love present from one of my fav cousin during the weekend chalet.

 

 

Tadaaa! It is a M.A.R.C by Marc.J watch..all nicely wrap for me! Major love for this lady! ((:
 

 

and so this wraps up my 20th birthday altogether! I am a super touched 20yrs old Nur Asikin! ((: